I have to say a personal thing about this video. I look happy, like my old self. It's really striking, to my eye.

I'm coming back from 3 Saturn pure progressions, 2 were Saturn-Chiron Heartbreak progressions. Saturn brings "Tower" experiences, pops illusions and illusory systems, and I got 2 big betrayals: Embezzlement from a 9-year admin and attempted defamation from a 20+ year mentor.

Days of crying.... I had to grieve two people I had invested a lot into. People I truly loved with all my heart. Sometimes I barely could hold myself together to get the month's video filmed. I had to dig my DEEPEST ever to rebuild myself this time. I'm incredibly grateful for all the support I got during those dark days, including from many of you!

I toughened up a lot as the Universe clearly required, now I'm finally finding some softness again... I went on my first real vacation since 2015 and rediscovered life outside 24/7 flogging it, and basic survival. Stay in the pain, sift thru the garbage in your own Shadow long enough, and emerge into the Light with new treasures.

I'm back. I'm back with a renewed appreciation for my beautiful business and for YOU, my beautiful clients and customers. I'm also toting more sparkly new stuff:

-A stronger-than-ever team of 9.

-Personally: New awarenesses, New resilience, Greater inner authenticity.

-Greater acceptance of the evolutionary journey we all walk, even at its hardest.

-A realignment with my core values. JOY, for me anyway, is not found in going viral or being some kind of influencer. It's about doing work you're proud of for people you love.

Now back to the monthly biz at hand...