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The Compendium of Abaddon, Volume 4
Unlock the bottomless pit with Kali the Destroyer & More
Magick mantras, bind commands, ritual formulae, deific masks, and paradigm-shattering experiences with The Angel of the Abyss...
A New Era of Demonology • The Nine Demonic Gatekeepers
E.A. Koetting  Michael W. Ford Edgar Kerval Bill Duvendack Orlee Stewart V.K. Jehannum Enoch B. Petrucelly
The Goddess Kali "Lives Up To Her Reputation" As A Fierce Man-Eater... I Submit Faithful Testimony On My Traumatic Abduction Experience By A "Gorgon" Demon And Hidden Message Behind It
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Hello Friend,
I had a remarkable experience this morning as I was driving into the gym.
But, let me start by telling you what happened the other day, actually.
While I was in my temple, meditating while chanting “Ram Ham Satolas,” there was an explosion. I don’t remember the explosion, I can’t place what could have caused it, nor can I identify any burns or other evidence of an explosion, other than my temple being immaculate, and the next moment it was in shambles and I was laying on the floor with a headache and ringing ears.
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From my perspective, I was sitting in front of my altar, and the next thing I knew I was in a cave, and inside that cave I was on the ground being held down by a gorgon, being held down by a hag, an old hag of some sort.
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One Minute I Was In My Temple, The Next I Was Forcibly Astral Projected To A Cave Being Held Down By An Old Hag Strangling And Clawing At Me |
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She strangled me, and with her claws she swiped me, and I could feel her claws - not nails but claws - cutting into my skin, into my cheek, and I screamed, "Get off me!" and I physically tried to push this hag off of me.
At that moment, my girlfriend rushed into the temple and found me on the floor wrestling with something that she couldn't see, and she came and shook me, and I came back to this world not even sure where I was. But the first question, the question I repeatedly asked her was, "Where are we? Where are we?" I was pulled into another world entirely, another dimension. In other words, this spirit abducted me through a forced astral projection.
I've been sitting with the memory of this experience for the weekend trying to figure out what exactly happened, what it meant, and what I'm supposed to do about it.
The force of the explosion that I obviously experienced but have no memory of nearly knocked an entire altar area over; when my girlfriend brought me back to this dimension, the whole altar table was shoved at an angle into the wall, incense and candles had been blasted across the room, and specifically a heavy maple box holding the nine goat skulls associated with the nine Demonic Kings of the Goetia, bound with chains and the power of Abaddon, had shifted as if it was the central focus of the blast.
I have to acknowledge that there's a definite link between Abaddon and Kali, and between Kali and this old hag, between Kali and the gorgons.
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As I Meditated Using Kali’s Mantra, I Felt A Shift… As If I Was Saying Goodbye To Kali |
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Driving into the gym on Monday morning, doing my 108 om Kali Mas that I've been doing faithfully for the last three months, every day, every day, every day, sometimes multiple times a day, I could feel a strange shift within me growing with each repetition.
I felt that somehow I was saying goodbye to Kali, and I wasn't sure why. Rather than dismissing the feeling, I acknowledged it and asked Kali to help me understand.
Without words but with a simple knowing, Kali showed me that her although for the last three months her presence was pushing me in Ascent, since I have moved from Abaddon’s Gate and have begun my pathworking with Lucifuge, her presence instead has been magickally and spiritually holding me back, weighing me down.
In a way, Kali’s continued presence, or at least my focus on her presence, was strangling me!
Instead of continuing to devote myself daily to her, it was time for me to move on to the next one.
I asked if I could still use her mala, and she said, "Of course, but with new words of power, focused upon other Devas, focused now upon Shiva."
I then knew that even though I need to focus my magickal pathworking away from Kali, that she would nevertheless always be with me, because she is in the mala, and she's in me, and that she's in everything, and as I turn my attention to her spirit within everything, there she will be always, always.
Kali’s arms, which once cradled me in everlasting darkness, which once held me to the ground and strangled me, now open wide and release me.
This is not just the end of the path for me. It's the end of the cycle, the first four Gates forming the completion of the first ring of Ascent.
Above all, I wanted to share with you that there is a definite human experience in working with these gatekeepers. You are developing relationships with these beings.
Once you have made contact with them, they are always with you, but you do have to shift your attention, shift your focus. The one Gatekeeper that you are currently working with needs to become everything to you, and when you move on to the next one, it becomes everything to you, and with every step you yourself become the Master of everything!
The New Masterpiece by Michael W. Ford
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