When you can Hold your story in love, and then let it go, you are ready to Hold the Universe.
Such is the nature of awakened acts of creation.
Consider looking at the stories you've been telling yourself most of your life.
Acknowledge them, love them, and return them to the love of Universe so they can be reborn as better acts of creation.
Then, open to Divine wisdom, Friend, as you create a new story that serves you and others better.
As you become a stronger awakened creator, you will find yourself Holding more and more, a true steward of creation itself.