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Hi Friend,
I remember sitting on the floor of my apartment years ago, holding myself tightly, rocking back and forth as big tears streamed down my cheeks. Once again, I felt abandoned by someone who said he loved me. This was an old pattern for me. I had thought I was past it, but clearly, I wasn’t. | | | | My therapist had told me that it is possible to hold yourself through such pain, but I didn’t believe her. In fact, the idea that I needed to comfort myself just pissed me off. However, there I was alone and not really wanting to see anyone, so I did my best to comfort myself. And eventually, when I was willing to surrender to something greater, I found some inner calm. That was a few years before I understood that I experienced abandonment because it was a pattern lodged inside of me from my childhood and past lives. Like a child, all along I wanted someone to instinctively know what I needed emotionally and be present to me. But, as one eventually understands, adults are not always tuned in, following their instincts or intuition—and that includes moments, when as a child, you needed them most. When that happens, a pattern develops—a pattern of hidden expectation that people will abandon you. | | |
Even though the idea of it made me angry back then, I eventually discovered my therapist was right. The comfort that my abandoned spirit most needed lived inside me, as Divine love. Now if you are in the same place currently that I was in then, before you get frustrated with me, consider what I discovered. ❤️ That love had always been there—and I felt it when I made a choice to no longer see abandonment as a flaw in someone else or a flaw in me. Instead, I saw it as a pattern of fear born from the pain of childhood and lifetimes. And that had to be healable. I had to believe that children were resilient and could heal through time—including me! I remember the day abandonment became a non-existent issue for me. A skilled healer took me to a deep loving place inside myself where that fear had resided before my birth—and there, I let the pattern go.
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Depth of how much I mattered to key people in my life Love of people who consistently showed up for me Intuitively inspired support from others I’d been afraid to let in Joy of showing up more completely and authentically as who I am Ease of asking for what I wanted and watching it show up from someone special
Relationships got soooo much better. {2 birds} (If you’ve ever connected with my husband, you know what I’m talking about.) 😉 When I received the ancient teachings of feminine wisdom from the Grandmothers on the other side of the veil, they showed me how to clear and heal 3 patterns that all humans carry within them. One of these patterns is abandonment. I was thrilled when I saw people experiencing the same kind of love and support in their lives, as they released the pattern too. 🎉 You can learn how to let go of these universal patterns and open up to a whole new level of feeling loved and appreciated in my SHE Doorway to the Divine masterclass. I wouldn’t want you to miss one more minute in your life feeling abandoned when you could be enjoying people who want to be there for you! So, please check out the masterclass below. I’d love to share these ancient wisdom teachings with you, so you can experience amazing, loving, supportive, reliable relationships in your life.
Holding you in my heart and songs,
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Feeling Like People Are There for You
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You deserve to know what it’s like to feel truly seen, heard, and supported in your relationships—especially when you are feeling stressed, worried or fearful. If you know you want to release traumatic wounding so you can really be able to trust and enjoy your relationships, then take a look at Misa’s SHE Doorway to the Divine masterclass. We’re doing a special enrollment right now at a significantly discounted price. Seats are limited, so go there now to find out how it works:
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Men are welcome to take the recorded-only version of the masterclass. The version with live group mentoring with Misa is reserved for women. Here are just some of the stories of women’s experiences: Stronger relationships in the midst of stress
I’ve been really aware of how I’ve built walls around myself to protect myself… (Now) I feel safe to let go of some of my doubts and fears. Through the day I am aware of the Holding and energy. And when we have a stressful situation coming up…it’s okay…I have a way of holding it now and mapping it. We can heal what needs healing in a very loving way. —Kate Beyond the trauma I was deeply traumatized in my mother’s womb and was afraid of being born, and grew up disconnected from mothercare and feeling safe, so these healings are of great value for me and feel indeed like a treasure, helping me heal. Thank you so much, I am so grateful. —T Out of the chaos
"I realized that I had a way to change my life...moving from fear and worry to peace and joy…if you're living a life of chaos and worry...there is a way out; a way that's truthful and makes sense." —Susan | | |
Were You There for Last Weekend's Holding for Healing?
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If you were there for last weekend’s Holding for Healing or listened to the recording, please take a minute to thank Misa by letting her know what you experienced.
Although, the Holding has been offered freely for nearly two decades, we are just beginning to ask people to share their experiences, so we can all find strength in each other’s moments of Divine awareness and healing in this ancient experience.
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Gift—Holding Your Prayers
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Every winter Misa and New Dream Foundation president Ariann Thomas go into a Holding ceremony for 3 days to Hold people around the world in need of deep, transformative healing. If you, or someone you love, are in need of healing support, you are welcome to offer your requests between Saturday, January 22 and Monday, January 24. Here’s how you do it: During that time, find a special place in your home to place a bowl of water, perhaps with flowers or a lighted candle next to it. Bless the water in your gratitude and love. Take a moment to reflect on what you are choosing to transform in your life and ask the water to Hold it for you. Misa and Ariann will access your prayers through the spirit of the water and bring them into their Holding. You might want to journal during this period of time, as you notice the subtle shifts of love and change.
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